:(

I am sad...
I suddenly realised that the past 7 months at work had been a breeze compared to what I am going through now.
Now that the pressure is building up (since the last 30 days ago), I don't know if I am able to mentally go through it anymore..and to make matter worst, I haven't got anyone that I can complain to. :( (irregardless whether it is PreMS or PostMS or WOS (work overload syndrome).

Working now seems like being in a war..or perhaps a 'zoo'! Sometimes, I just can't get what the pigeons, monkeys or clowns are trying to get at.

Pigeons - fly in and out of their little room and come out shout orders and dump shit at you
Monkeys - jump around, throwing banana skins at you and assumed that rowdiness will get the work done
Clowns - dreams up an act and expect you to be able to juggle 5 balls in the air at once; without dropping any.

But having said all that, I think I could still be able to work in the 'zoo', I mean after all, the pigeons, monkeys and clowns has been around for the past 7 months. But it's really the NATO that I can't stand.

NATO - No Action, Talk Only

NATO only came into action since the past 30 days, but NATO is definitely here to stay.

(Sob, sob..) I am actually shedding tears....